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Thanks for all your thoughts and advice, guys. I've actually been doing a little better... but last night has completely left me deflated.
A really good friend of mine hung himself.
His brothers found him in his room yesterday morning. I know its trite to say in ones passing, but I mean it when I say he was one of the funniest, big hearted people I ever knew. Always brought levity to any situation. He was so young, guys... still in his 20s. I wish he had reached out to me. We're all left with so many questions we'll never have answers to.
Sorry... Just needed an outlet.
To anyone else suffering through depression, just keep fighting. You may never win, but you don't have to lose. Reach out, get on some meds, try new things. Just keep fighting. This whole experience has made me get over my resistance to take meds for depression. I always felt medicating myself was not allowing my natural state to exist or some sh*t. I'm over it. Going to see the Doc tomorrow.
Hope everyone else is going okay.
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