syd
11-24-2007, 12:19 AM
Do You Meditate In Your Room?
When The Air Arounding Is Still & Nice?
perhaps we all do meditation sometime or another,though we do not realize.i mean not the ones you deliberately plan to do,not do meditation for meditation's sake,but when it's the time,the circumstance is quiet and proper,no one will bother you,meanwhile you are in the best condition of the day,when these all happens at once,i mean,i begin meditating.the usual time is 8:00 am to 9:00 am in the morning.too early i didn't wake completely and too late i was distracted by other things and couldn't concetrate.during this one hour,i usually choose the most comfortable position lying on my bed,and whether open or close my eyes is not important,the treads just go in and out of my brain.a lot of things,which i failed or had no time to consider at that time embodied themselves in front of me during this one hour,i can see and understand them unpredecendantly well.and you are wrong if you think up to now i'v been deviating and this thread should be move out of general TMNT disscussion.
like today,for i do not remeber all of them i did in the past,i got a bad habbit of memorizing my important things,like today morning,as usual,lots of things threaded through my mind,suddenly there came one thing triggering my memory radar,it was when i was a elementary school student,my cousin sister ,who was actually a colleger already,she is the daughter of my mother's big sister,but it doesn't matter,she dropped in.she was going to treat my father to a meal that day because he'd helpped her prepare for the enrol test of college,she is grateful for that,so that day she dropped in with her parents,we had some dinner in a restaurant near by.those are not the point though,the point is she showed me the first anime i have watched that day,no,you are wrong,it was not tmnt,i was sorta two grade then,young as shell,and i was sorta six grade when i first touched OT.anyway,she showed me the first anime i saw,it was card captor sakura,it's a shoujo anime,absolutely,but i didn't have a tint idea about that thing,i was so damn young then,i remeber she said "check this out,shido!"mysterously,summoning my brother and i,my bro then was a junior already.she played the DVD,i don't remeber exactly what was going on,i just remeber my brother LOLed so loudly that the parents in the other room knocked our door the next min,i remeber he said with so much exitement "childish yer so damn childish!HAHAHAHA--"couldn't stop him.in fact,to me,the content of the anime was never impressive,for i couldn't comperhend at all,but there was one scene,only this scene do i remeber today,and that's the thing i suddenly understand this moring during the meditation.it was the scene where xiaolang(a small boy in card captor sakura)who's face was burning as shell contended for giving his presents to yuki(a young man with a genial smile)while sakura(a cute little girl aka the heroine in the anime)also contended for doing the same.i still remeber his face,and i remeber my brother asked "whether on earth the yuki is a guy or gal?"so here is the problem:as a child,you probablely can not understand that kind of description,i think i was thinking the same thing as my bro was when he brought it up.in another word,i was confused.as a child,you probablely get confused by the scenes like that or scenes only grown up can get at.this made me reconsider the target group of tmnt,and i can understand now the feeling of confusion as a child.i used to frown at their repeated selection of new series,but now i can see why it should be taken into acount seriously.
and don't forget my topic is meditaion.>D
When The Air Arounding Is Still & Nice?
perhaps we all do meditation sometime or another,though we do not realize.i mean not the ones you deliberately plan to do,not do meditation for meditation's sake,but when it's the time,the circumstance is quiet and proper,no one will bother you,meanwhile you are in the best condition of the day,when these all happens at once,i mean,i begin meditating.the usual time is 8:00 am to 9:00 am in the morning.too early i didn't wake completely and too late i was distracted by other things and couldn't concetrate.during this one hour,i usually choose the most comfortable position lying on my bed,and whether open or close my eyes is not important,the treads just go in and out of my brain.a lot of things,which i failed or had no time to consider at that time embodied themselves in front of me during this one hour,i can see and understand them unpredecendantly well.and you are wrong if you think up to now i'v been deviating and this thread should be move out of general TMNT disscussion.
like today,for i do not remeber all of them i did in the past,i got a bad habbit of memorizing my important things,like today morning,as usual,lots of things threaded through my mind,suddenly there came one thing triggering my memory radar,it was when i was a elementary school student,my cousin sister ,who was actually a colleger already,she is the daughter of my mother's big sister,but it doesn't matter,she dropped in.she was going to treat my father to a meal that day because he'd helpped her prepare for the enrol test of college,she is grateful for that,so that day she dropped in with her parents,we had some dinner in a restaurant near by.those are not the point though,the point is she showed me the first anime i have watched that day,no,you are wrong,it was not tmnt,i was sorta two grade then,young as shell,and i was sorta six grade when i first touched OT.anyway,she showed me the first anime i saw,it was card captor sakura,it's a shoujo anime,absolutely,but i didn't have a tint idea about that thing,i was so damn young then,i remeber she said "check this out,shido!"mysterously,summoning my brother and i,my bro then was a junior already.she played the DVD,i don't remeber exactly what was going on,i just remeber my brother LOLed so loudly that the parents in the other room knocked our door the next min,i remeber he said with so much exitement "childish yer so damn childish!HAHAHAHA--"couldn't stop him.in fact,to me,the content of the anime was never impressive,for i couldn't comperhend at all,but there was one scene,only this scene do i remeber today,and that's the thing i suddenly understand this moring during the meditation.it was the scene where xiaolang(a small boy in card captor sakura)who's face was burning as shell contended for giving his presents to yuki(a young man with a genial smile)while sakura(a cute little girl aka the heroine in the anime)also contended for doing the same.i still remeber his face,and i remeber my brother asked "whether on earth the yuki is a guy or gal?"so here is the problem:as a child,you probablely can not understand that kind of description,i think i was thinking the same thing as my bro was when he brought it up.in another word,i was confused.as a child,you probablely get confused by the scenes like that or scenes only grown up can get at.this made me reconsider the target group of tmnt,and i can understand now the feeling of confusion as a child.i used to frown at their repeated selection of new series,but now i can see why it should be taken into acount seriously.
and don't forget my topic is meditaion.>D