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Kya; MY FAMILY IS DEAD RAPHEAL. THEY ARE ALL DEAD. MOM LINGERED FOR A YEAR AND A HALF, B-BUT THE REST WERE GONE BEFORE I EVEN GOT THE PHONE CALL. NOt r-raquelita... but she was s-sso tiny... just i-infant. the doctors told BEto to PULL THE PLUG... HE was the HEAD OF THE FAMILY WITH EVERYONE DEAD AND MOM SO BADLY HURT. THE BABY WAS SUFFERING SO HE PUT HER DOWN. I DON'T WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE. EVERYTIME HE HIT ME I, I MIGHT HAVE GONE HOME. IT HURT SO MUCH WHEN HE FAILED BUT I COULDN'T ASK HIM TO FINISH IT. POOR BETO'D ALREADY KILLED RAQUEL. I COULDN'T DO THAT TO HIM....
kya shut her eyes and small smile on her face... suicide's a sin...
but so is murder.... beto's lost. he won't join us. Mom knew. she never said but she knew. ... i just miss them so much. but i was hurting beto. staying home... he got a daily reminder....
God, none of it makes sense anymore... twently years.... another twenty years...
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