I'm real messed up.. - Page 3

Eternelle · 10-06-2003, 02:47 PM

Gads...I'm with you two on this as well. And amen to everything HT said.

*Mars-Chan* · 10-06-2003, 02:51 PM

*nods for Eternelle and Raph to follow her* Come on. Let's get outta here and find something that has nothing to do with KILLING ONESELF. *huffs and walks to the door to wait for the other two*

Eternelle · 10-06-2003, 02:56 PM

*quickly follows Mars out*

*Mars-Chan* · 10-06-2003, 03:06 PM

*walks over to the nearest tree, leans on it, rests a foot on the trunk* I just don't understand WHY some people want to do such a thing, Eternelle. Never once have I even THOUGHT about something like that. NEVER ONCE.

*Raven* · 10-06-2003, 03:12 PM

elite I think its easy to see that this board needs you, i mean come on we made it to the 3rd page already.

just dont do anything you'll regrert.

and strycker same goes for you, no one should do somthing so ignorant, like they say, one person can make a difference, same goes with one person gone can make a difference, A HUGE SAD DIFFERENCE!!!

*Voltron* · 10-06-2003, 04:37 PM

This, to, shall pass. Raph everyone gets stuck in a rut, its life. I mean, trust me, I've been suicidal for suicidal for about three years now. Let me tell you, life has its ups and downs; and sadly you're in a down right now. But look on the bright side, if things are so bad, they can only go up. Right? Look at this concern for your well being. You're a talented individual, and it would be more than a crime to deprive us of your gifts and friendship.

*Kid Icarus* · 10-06-2003, 04:43 PM

very well said Voltron.

*Cascadia* · 10-06-2003, 05:00 PM

Please do not commit suicide. This problem will pass eventually. The last few years I had several serious problems that it caused depression. I was not a very happy person but I kept my chin up and kept striding on. I knew that I will grow out of my problems. I know that you feel down now but believe me, things will brighten up. Just as Voltron says, life has its ups and downs.

Mondo_Gecko · 10-06-2003, 05:01 PM

Elite Raph while I don't what your going through as I have never been suicidal and probably never will be, giving up on life is not the right answer. Life is so short you have to enjoy every last minute of it because you never know when your number's up. People are taken unexpectly every day unfairly when they shoulden't be and it sucks and to just put yourself in a dark pllace and give up on life is just plain silly dude. You got a great life i bet with wonderful friends, family and the world is yours if you want it to be. The best thing to do would to be to think of all the good things in life like your favourite things, friends, girls etc and realize that life is too short and to give up on all the great wonderful things in this world is a silly mistake I know your feeling like giving up but don't take a turn down Death Express when you have the world at your fingertips.

I'm a struggling actor right now and its tough man it really is but just because I didn't get a part is no reason i wouldf ever give up. I love Life way too much i live every day like its the last. I have fun, party, joke around, cheer people up when thee down, play sum b-ball and enjoy the Ride. That's what Life is a ride and its up to you to know what direction your gunna take it.

I hope your feeling better about yourself now and in the future

- Mondo Gecko

*Storm Wolf* · 10-06-2003, 07:20 PM

everyone has pretty much said it all......everyone has thier purpose in life, and you may not find it till your 90! look anyone worth your time won't make you feel like a pile of crap! There are many people here you can talk to as an outlet of you depression or anger....or just whatever your feeling. Life does have it's up's and downs.....mine has more downs than anything, but i choose not to let it get to me in such a way that i need to kill myself....though i have been to that point and decide it was not for me......I know that i'm here to serve a purpose....even if it's to help some of the depressed peoples gain their hope back....I'm with Mars and the others....you ever need someone to talk to just PM me or IM me....I'll listen and help the best i can. Think of all the people you would hurt by killing your self....it doesn't just effect you......it does seem kinda selfish doesn't it?

Remember: To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world!

*JameO* · 10-07-2003, 05:28 AM

I am with you Mars. I know Voltron that people can be suicidal but on a message board you don't know what's right and what's wrong. And 3 people right in a row? I know life can be bad at some parts but come on!

*Dane E5R* · 10-07-2003, 03:03 PM

Hey guys.. I just didn't want you all to think that I wasn't responding to this to purposely make you worry or freak you out, it's just that I had no idea what to say.. I'm really, really appreciative of all the support you've all given me, and all the offers to help me get through this, but I'm not really trying to be saved. If worse comes to worse, then that'll be it. But I'll let you know that I haven't just immediately given up just yet, I'm still trying to work through it.. But like I said before, my stay here has been great, and you all are magnificent people.

Stryker, I'm not so sure what you were attempting to do with all of this. You claim that no one cares for you, and when people very bluntly show that they do, you shun them. I don't understand.

Sorry if that sounds a bit hypocritical..

*damnhooligan* · 10-07-2003, 03:13 PM

Best of luck in working things out in your favour, Elite5Raph. Rest assured, that if you ever need any outside uninvolved support or advice, we're here for you.

*Raven* · 10-07-2003, 03:15 PM

well its nice to see that your still putting up and a fight, and like damnhooligan said were here for you.

Eternelle · 10-07-2003, 04:10 PM

I'm so glad to hear that you're hanging in there, Elite! We would really miss you around here if you did give up hope.

I'm praying that things work out for the best, for you.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elite5Raph

Stryker, I'm not so sure what you were attempting to do with all of this. You claim that no one cares for you, and when people very bluntly show that they do, you shun them. I don't understand.

Sorry if that sounds a bit hypocritical..

So I wasn't the only one who noticed!

*Voltron* · 10-07-2003, 04:36 PM

Glad to see you're still here. I was getting a bit concerned.

*Mr. Snackpants* · 10-07-2003, 04:56 PM

^yup glad to see your still here. stay strong........

*Mars-Chan* · 10-07-2003, 05:53 PM

*calls from the backyard* Stay strong....I have faith you will!
You must learn to respect every living thing...from the crawling ant to the leaping antelope....
"Yeah, but dad....don't we EAT the antelope?"
.............................

Whoops....wrong fourm....

**Jo Dawn** · 10-07-2003, 09:03 PM

Elite - glad to see another post from you. Good for you for sticking it out. Let me say this: I won't pretend to say that I know what you're going through. Because I don't. But no person is worth killing yourself over.

And I know you said that you're trying to work through it. Good for you. As you're doing so, just think of the little things to look forward to. You obviously love the TMNT, or you wouldn't be on this board. Look forward to the new episodes, new toys, new comics. And fanfic and fanart. These might only be little things, but they always bring me joy. And art... you are blessed with a great talent, Elite. Drawing obviously brings you joy. You can see it in each of your pictures.

That said, I want to let you know, if you didn't already, that I am always available for you to talk to, rant to, whatever. You have my email.

I'm praying that things will get better for you. Stay strong.

**GK Punk** · 10-07-2003, 09:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Elite5Raph

Hey guys.. I just didn't want you all to think that I wasn't responding to this to purposely make you worry or freak you out, it's just that I had no idea what to say.. I'm really, really appreciative of all the support you've all given me, and all the offers to help me get through this, but I'm not really trying to be saved. If worse comes to worse, then that'll be it. But I'll let you know that I haven't just immediately given up just yet, I'm still trying to work through it.. But like I said before, my stay here has been great, and you all are magnificent people.

Stryker, I'm not so sure what you were attempting to do with all of this. You claim that no one cares for you, and when people very bluntly show that they do, you shun them. I don't understand.

Sorry if that sounds a bit hypocritical..

Man, I'm glad you answered. I was starting to get worried -_-

10-06-2003, 02:47 PM	#41
Eternelle Foot Soldier Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: I don't know who you are, but I...I'm with you. Posts: 158	Gads...I'm with you two on this as well. And amen to everything HT said. __________________ I'm just a geek at heart...

10-06-2003, 02:51 PM	#42
Mars-Chan I'LL BE THE HERO!!!! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Practicing Alchemy in Risembool Posts: 6,297	nods for Eternelle and Raph to follow her Come on. Let's get outta here and find something that has nothing to do with KILLING ONESELF. huffs and walks to the door to wait for the other two __________________ clings to award THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!!! cries in joy RED DAAAAAAAAAAAAWWN!!!! PROUD Member of the Risembool Rangers! (icon made by bakergirl69 on glitter-graphics)

10-06-2003, 02:56 PM	#43
Eternelle Foot Soldier Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: I don't know who you are, but I...I'm with you. Posts: 158	quickly follows Mars out __________________ I'm just a geek at heart...

10-06-2003, 03:06 PM	#44
Mars-Chan I'LL BE THE HERO!!!! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Practicing Alchemy in Risembool Posts: 6,297	walks over to the nearest tree, leans on it, rests a foot on the trunk I just don't understand WHY some people want to do such a thing, Eternelle. Never once have I even THOUGHT about something like that. NEVER ONCE. __________________ clings to award THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!!! cries in joy RED DAAAAAAAAAAAAWWN!!!! PROUD Member of the Risembool Rangers! (icon made by bakergirl69 on glitter-graphics)

10-06-2003, 03:12 PM	#45
Raven follower of Jesus Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 6,212	elite I think its easy to see that this board needs you, i mean come on we made it to the 3rd page already. just dont do anything you'll regrert. and strycker same goes for you, no one should do somthing so ignorant, like they say, one person can make a difference, same goes with one person gone can make a difference, A HUGE SAD DIFFERENCE!!! __________________ TMNT Future Despair Deviant Offical Ultimate Ninja Turtles Site!

10-06-2003, 04:37 PM	#46
Voltron Handsomest Boy in School Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: The Realm of SJW Posts: 4,642	This, to, shall pass. Raph everyone gets stuck in a rut, its life. I mean, trust me, I've been suicidal for suicidal for about three years now. Let me tell you, life has its ups and downs; and sadly you're in a down right now. But look on the bright side, if things are so bad, they can only go up. Right? Look at this concern for your well being. You're a talented individual, and it would be more than a crime to deprive us of your gifts and friendship.

10-06-2003, 04:43 PM	#47
Kid Icarus Foot Elite Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Angel Land Posts: 4,150	very well said Voltron.

10-06-2003, 05:00 PM	#48
Cascadia Oregonian in heart & soul Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: Portland, Oregon Posts: 3,731	Please do not commit suicide. This problem will pass eventually. The last few years I had several serious problems that it caused depression. I was not a very happy person but I kept my chin up and kept striding on. I knew that I will grow out of my problems. I know that you feel down now but believe me, things will brighten up. Just as Voltron says, life has its ups and downs. __________________ Formally known as Scientific freak

10-06-2003, 05:01 PM	#49
Mondo_Gecko Stone Warrior Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 670	Elite Raph while I don't what your going through as I have never been suicidal and probably never will be, giving up on life is not the right answer. Life is so short you have to enjoy every last minute of it because you never know when your number's up. People are taken unexpectly every day unfairly when they shoulden't be and it sucks and to just put yourself in a dark pllace and give up on life is just plain silly dude. You got a great life i bet with wonderful friends, family and the world is yours if you want it to be. The best thing to do would to be to think of all the good things in life like your favourite things, friends, girls etc and realize that life is too short and to give up on all the great wonderful things in this world is a silly mistake I know your feeling like giving up but don't take a turn down Death Express when you have the world at your fingertips. I'm a struggling actor right now and its tough man it really is but just because I didn't get a part is no reason i wouldf ever give up. I love Life way too much i live every day like its the last. I have fun, party, joke around, cheer people up when thee down, play sum b-ball and enjoy the Ride. That's what Life is a ride and its up to you to know what direction your gunna take it. I hope your feeling better about yourself now and in the future - Mondo Gecko

10-07-2003, 05:28 AM	#51
JameO Mad Scientist Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 1,753	I am with you Mars. I know Voltron that people can be suicidal but on a message board you don't know what's right and what's wrong. And 3 people right in a row? I know life can be bad at some parts but come on!

10-07-2003, 03:03 PM	#52
Dane E5R Mad Scientist Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Topeka, Kansas Posts: 1,602	Hey guys.. I just didn't want you all to think that I wasn't responding to this to purposely make you worry or freak you out, it's just that I had no idea what to say.. I'm really, really appreciative of all the support you've all given me, and all the offers to help me get through this, but I'm not really trying to be saved. If worse comes to worse, then that'll be it. But I'll let you know that I haven't just immediately given up just yet, I'm still trying to work through it.. But like I said before, my stay here has been great, and you all are magnificent people. Stryker, I'm not so sure what you were attempting to do with all of this. You claim that no one cares for you, and when people very bluntly show that they do, you shun them. I don't understand. Sorry if that sounds a bit hypocritical.. __________________ http://www.luckyusshow.com

10-07-2003, 03:13 PM	#53
damnhooligan Mad Scientist Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Dorksville, USA Posts: 1,745	Best of luck in working things out in your favour, Elite5Raph. Rest assured, that if you ever need any outside uninvolved support or advice, we're here for you. __________________

10-07-2003, 03:15 PM	#54
Raven follower of Jesus Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 6,212	well its nice to see that your still putting up and a fight, and like damnhooligan said were here for you. __________________ TMNT Future Despair Deviant Offical Ultimate Ninja Turtles Site!

10-07-2003, 04:36 PM	#56
Voltron Handsomest Boy in School Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: The Realm of SJW Posts: 4,642	Glad to see you're still here. I was getting a bit concerned.

10-07-2003, 04:56 PM	#57
Mr. Snackpants Keep cool my babies! Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Mount Pleasant Posts: 2,239	^yup glad to see your still here. stay strong........

10-07-2003, 05:53 PM	#58
Mars-Chan I'LL BE THE HERO!!!! Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Practicing Alchemy in Risembool Posts: 6,297	calls from the backyard Stay strong....I have faith you will! You must learn to respect every living thing...from the crawling ant to the leaping antelope.... "Yeah, but dad....don't we EAT the antelope?" ............................. Whoops....wrong fourm.... __________________ clings to award THANK YOU!! THANK YOU!!! cries in joy RED DAAAAAAAAAAAAWWN!!!! PROUD Member of the Risembool Rangers! (icon made by bakergirl69 on glitter-graphics)

10-07-2003, 09:03 PM	#59
Jo Dawn Inactive Moderator Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Authority On All Things Don Posts: 5,190	Elite - glad to see another post from you. Good for you for sticking it out. Let me say this: I won't pretend to say that I know what you're going through. Because I don't. But no person is worth killing yourself over. And I know you said that you're trying to work through it. Good for you. As you're doing so, just think of the little things to look forward to. You obviously love the TMNT, or you wouldn't be on this board. Look forward to the new episodes, new toys, new comics. And fanfic and fanart. These might only be little things, but they always bring me joy. And art... you are blessed with a great talent, Elite. Drawing obviously brings you joy. You can see it in each of your pictures. That said, I want to let you know, if you didn't already, that I am always available for you to talk to, rant to, whatever. You have my email. I'm praying that things will get better for you. Stay strong. __________________