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~~Leo656~~ · 11-21-2003, 07:16 PM

Yesterday my landlord went for an eviction notice for me and my father. He's tired of my father's friends dealing drugs out of our place, so he's throwing us out. We have no money, so we can't get another place. My father will likely end up staying with the very friends who are the reason for us getting thrown out. I, on the other hand, am likely going to end up on the street. Again. With no money, no friends, and no family that cares, my options in this matter are extremely limited.

So yeah, within the near future, maybe within the next month or so, I'm going to likely stop posting, since being homeless I won't be able to get online very much. Just figured I'd give you a heads up.

Oh, I also can't promise that once I'm gone I'll ever, in fact, come back, because I'm pretty sure after I'm out on the street I'll end up snapping and finally killing myself. With no money, no family, no friends, and no place to live, I have absolutely zero reason to live at this point in time and I don't believe that will change anytime soon. I'm tired of living just to scrape by. I just turned 21, and I feel like I'm 50. I've had it. I'm done. I've accomplished all I'm ever going to regardless. I've been put through too much in my life in the short time I've lived it. I don't care about anyone or anything and honestly haven't for a long, long time. Everyone says "God has a plan for everyone," and if this was His plan, he can f*cking take it back, because I've had enough. I don't even know if God exists. All I know is that if He does, He better hope I don't make it to Heaven, because if I do, I'm going to spit right in His face for all the sh*t I've been through in my life.

There's nothing anyone can say that can change the way I feel, and whether or not I go through with it in the end depends entirely on me, and a bunch of faceless people on the internet won't change that, no matter how cool they are (and believe me, you are). I just don't have the strength anymore. I'm tired.

I just have nothing left to give.

11-21-2003, 07:16 PM	#1
~~Leo656~~ Banned Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: nWo Country Posts: 27,703	More great news Yesterday my landlord went for an eviction notice for me and my father. He's tired of my father's friends dealing drugs out of our place, so he's throwing us out. We have no money, so we can't get another place. My father will likely end up staying with the very friends who are the reason for us getting thrown out. I, on the other hand, am likely going to end up on the street. Again. With no money, no friends, and no family that cares, my options in this matter are extremely limited. So yeah, within the near future, maybe within the next month or so, I'm going to likely stop posting, since being homeless I won't be able to get online very much. Just figured I'd give you a heads up. Oh, I also can't promise that once I'm gone I'll ever, in fact, come back, because I'm pretty sure after I'm out on the street I'll end up snapping and finally killing myself. With no money, no family, no friends, and no place to live, I have absolutely zero reason to live at this point in time and I don't believe that will change anytime soon. I'm tired of living just to scrape by. I just turned 21, and I feel like I'm 50. I've had it. I'm done. I've accomplished all I'm ever going to regardless. I've been put through too much in my life in the short time I've lived it. I don't care about anyone or anything and honestly haven't for a long, long time. Everyone says "God has a plan for everyone," and if this was His plan, he can fcking take it back, because I've had enough. I don't even know if God exists. All I know is that if He does, He better hope I don't make it to Heaven, because if I do, I'm going to spit right in His face for all the sht I've been through in my life. There's nothing anyone can say that can change the way I feel, and whether or not I go through with it in the end depends entirely on me, and a bunch of faceless people on the internet won't change that, no matter how cool they are (and believe me, you are). I just don't have the strength anymore. I'm tired. I just have nothing left to give.