RPG: The Week from Hell/Continuing Machias Punishment

*kyabetsu* · 10-30-2002, 05:31 PM

kya began to pick at an imaginary lint on the white cot sheets.

Kya: (thoughtfully) i think you're asking the wrong person. Sometimes it's too much and i don't even know what's happened until i wake up later and a chunk of the day is missing.... i know that doesn't help. .... I ... I wanna help donnie, really.... I mean, s-some sometimes it's not like that. sometimes it's just scary and i just wanna get away... don't let 'im catch. catch. catch ....

she pinched her lips together. she would stay in control. donnie needed to know. and she would upset him if she lost control now. she threw her head back and stared at the ceiling, willing gravity to help keep the tears back, and took a deep gulp of air.

Kya: ...I used to hide behind the dryer. it was warm there. I'd turn it on and he wouldn't be able to hear me if i accidently cried. It was a small place and nothing could touch me. Even if he would have found me, he wouldn't have been able to reach me... I'd fall asleep back there...

Kya: (she looked across at Donnie with a small light of pride in the back of her moist eyes.) he never did find me. All those times i hid there. He never once found me. I was safe there....

Kya: i guess. i.... would just want to get away from the bad things and be somewhere quiet and safe and warm. I get so cold when i'm scared...

she pulled her sleeves down over her hands and studied the empty tea mug, biting her lip and struggling visibly not to cry.

10-30-2002, 05:31 PM	#11
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	kya began to pick at an imaginary lint on the white cot sheets. Kya: (thoughtfully) i think you're asking the wrong person. Sometimes it's too much and i don't even know what's happened until i wake up later and a chunk of the day is missing.... i know that doesn't help. .... I ... I wanna help donnie, really.... I mean, s-some sometimes it's not like that. sometimes it's just scary and i just wanna get away... don't let 'im catch. catch. catch .... she pinched her lips together. she would stay in control. donnie needed to know. and she would upset him if she lost control now. she threw her head back and stared at the ceiling, willing gravity to help keep the tears back, and took a deep gulp of air. Kya: ...I used to hide behind the dryer. it was warm there. I'd turn it on and he wouldn't be able to hear me if i accidently cried. It was a small place and nothing could touch me. Even if he would have found me, he wouldn't have been able to reach me... I'd fall asleep back there... Kya: (she looked across at Donnie with a small light of pride in the back of her moist eyes.) he never did find me. All those times i hid there. He never once found me. I was safe there.... Kya: i guess. i.... would just want to get away from the bad things and be somewhere quiet and safe and warm. I get so cold when i'm scared... she pulled her sleeves down over her hands and studied the empty tea mug, biting her lip and struggling visibly not to cry.