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Blaze DTGG · 11-23-2003, 01:58 AM

ok.. regardless of what people say. there is no easy or simple answer. some of the people here need a nice dose of reality

Leo. I have been here.. I know what it's like to have no money.. nothing. and I made it.. barely.. and I am now slowly scrapeing my life back together.

telling you not to give up would be a waste of time. If you want to die. Do it and stop bitching about it.
you dont want to die.. if you REALLY wanted to kill yourself.. you would already be dead. This is you wanting to only KINDA wanna die.

the rest of what I have to say is no one elses business so I will just hop on over to our AIM chat.. be ready for a nice LONG post.

the rest of you who seem to think that people can just "get out" or "get better"

need to F*CK RIGHT off... you cant always JUST do anything. try living in the real world sometime.

*Voltron* · 11-23-2003, 02:05 AM

[Edit: Arguments removed. --Krang]

i mean...

Let's lighten up a smidge, hmm? It seems we are all having rough times. Why not just take this moment to sit back and have a nice chuckle. Hell, I volunteer to be vented on. Go ahead. Give me your worst, I live for it.

And to Blaze, my dearest and sincerest apologies.

~~Leo656~~ · 11-23-2003, 02:06 AM

Hey... I like Voltron... guy's been through plenty of his own sh*t... I find him to be a very sharp and misunderstood individual...

*Voltron* · 11-23-2003, 02:08 AM

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Originally Posted by Leo656

Hey... I like Voltron... guy's been through plenty of his own sh*t... I find him to be a very sharp and misunderstood individual...

Nahh, she had every right to lash out. I am a jack ass 90% of the time.

Blaze DTGG · 11-23-2003, 02:12 AM

notice I lashed out with humor.. If I was really mad at you.. it wouldnt have been funny at all.

and apologies accepted.. you don't know me.. but i tend to dislike being acused of being a drama queen.

i just dont word emotions to well

~~Leo656~~ · 11-23-2003, 02:12 AM

And I'm one 100% of the time, doesn't make us any less misunderstood at times.

EZweasel · 11-23-2003, 02:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Leo656

Depends how you look at it. My father won an accident lawsuit and was awarded a lump sum of money, part of which ($14 thousand) was specefically supposed to be used for me as his dependent, was set aside in a seperate bank account, etc. At around the same time he was awarded government disability due to his heart condition, and we both got monthly checks in the mail (again, mine being equal to about half of his monthly check as his dependent, and would arrive until I turned 18 ). That money was supposed to be for me to buy a car, have SOME money for college, and so on. Instead, once his money was all pissed away he started making me pay all the bills he ran up, and then as I said above, when I was on vacation he went into the savings and practically cleaned it out to buy drugs for him and his girlfriend. That's how that story went. Along with the customary "me kicking his ass" part of it. ("Honor your mother and father"? What a crock of sh*t, there's no one alive I hate more)

That's the reason I'm so bitter, jaded, and fed up: because nothing that's ever happened to me in life has been MY fault, instead I've spent my whole life paying for other people's mistakes. Which is why I don't think or care that God exists, and thus why "keeping the faith" is pointless: if there's a God, he's either completely uninterested at best, or a complete jerkoff at worst. So to hell with keeping the faith. After 21 years of hoping things would suddenly get better I doubt anything's going to change now.

Jesus gave his life for all of our mistakes...and about the obey your mother and father thing. Those comandments where laid out for actual followers of God...I dont believe its speaking toward humanity as a whole.The ten comandments is only for a God-believing family imo....

*tOkKa* · 11-23-2003, 03:10 AM

-->> .. So what now ,Sean.. you got me f7cklin' worried sick now man..
??

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Dinogrrl · 11-23-2003, 11:51 AM

Leo, are there any shelters in your area you could approach? I don't know what the Jersey area is like for these services. Salvation Army and other charity groups can give food and money help with rent sometimes. I know, my Mum got help from them several times to keep a roof over our heads. I dunno if there are pride issues tied up in approaching charities - I know it took my mum five years to tell me she'd gone to the Salvos, she was so ashamed of it. If there are any groups like that in your area, please go talk to them, maybe they can find you a room in a share house so you can afford rent and not have to keep shacking up with your father. I don't know man, I obviously have no real answers or help, but I can't stand seeing people screwed over by shithouse parents.

**azure turtle** · 11-24-2003, 01:48 AM

Omigah... I'm so sorry, Leo. I won't say anything that hasn't already been said... But I will echo Kali's sentiments. I will miss you terribly if you decide to leave this world.

I know I'm just another faceless person on the net, but I do care. Be safe...

11-23-2003, 01:58 AM	#41
Blaze DTGG Stone Warrior Join Date: Sep 2003 Posts: 673	ok.. regardless of what people say. there is no easy or simple answer. some of the people here need a nice dose of reality Leo. I have been here.. I know what it's like to have no money.. nothing. and I made it.. barely.. and I am now slowly scrapeing my life back together. telling you not to give up would be a waste of time. If you want to die. Do it and stop bitching about it. you dont want to die.. if you REALLY wanted to kill yourself.. you would already be dead. This is you wanting to only KINDA wanna die. the rest of what I have to say is no one elses business so I will just hop on over to our AIM chat.. be ready for a nice LONG post. the rest of you who seem to think that people can just "get out" or "get better" need to FCK RIGHT off... you cant always JUST do anything. try living in the real world sometime. __________________ "Life's a Btch, and then you hit it on the nose with a rolled up newspaper for pissing on the carpet"

11-23-2003, 02:12 AM	#45
Blaze DTGG Stone Warrior Join Date: Sep 2003 Posts: 673	notice I lashed out with humor.. If I was really mad at you.. it wouldnt have been funny at all. and apologies accepted.. you don't know me.. but i tend to dislike being acused of being a drama queen. i just dont word emotions to well __________________ "Life's a B*tch, and then you hit it on the nose with a rolled up newspaper for pissing on the carpet"

11-23-2003, 03:10 AM	#48
tOkKa tOkKie-Pokie,puddin'n PIE Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Pajamas out of the water on the elephant was sweating a lemon. Posts: 1,729	-->> .. So what now ,Sean.. you got me f7cklin' worried sick now man.. ?? \ __________________ 666 !!terrible2z /GGM!!/T.G.R.I./ ..モンスターのカメを解読しなさい。

11-23-2003, 11:51 AM	#49
Dinogrrl Foot Soldier Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Indiana Posts: 176	Leo, are there any shelters in your area you could approach? I don't know what the Jersey area is like for these services. Salvation Army and other charity groups can give food and money help with rent sometimes. I know, my Mum got help from them several times to keep a roof over our heads. I dunno if there are pride issues tied up in approaching charities - I know it took my mum five years to tell me she'd gone to the Salvos, she was so ashamed of it. If there are any groups like that in your area, please go talk to them, maybe they can find you a room in a share house so you can afford rent and not have to keep shacking up with your father. I don't know man, I obviously have no real answers or help, but I can't stand seeing people screwed over by shithouse parents. __________________ Exceedingly Spherical Goldfish

11-24-2003, 01:48 AM	#50
azure turtle Mango Lovin' Mutant Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Los Angeles Posts: 9,453	Omigah... I'm so sorry, Leo. I won't say anything that hasn't already been said... But I will echo Kali's sentiments. I will miss you terribly if you decide to leave this world. I know I'm just another faceless person on the net, but I do care. Be safe... __________________ "God, I love being a turtle!" Want to meet the only blue ninja turtle in existence? Come visit me at my Lair!

11-23-2003, 02:05 AM	#42
Voltron Handsomest Boy in School Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: The Realm of SJW Posts: 4,642	[Edit: Arguments removed. --Krang] i mean... Let's lighten up a smidge, hmm? It seems we are all having rough times. Why not just take this moment to sit back and have a nice chuckle. Hell, I volunteer to be vented on. Go ahead. Give me your worst, I live for it. And to Blaze, my dearest and sincerest apologies.

11-23-2003, 02:06 AM	#43
~~Leo656~~ Banned Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: nWo Country Posts: 27,703	Hey... I like Voltron... guy's been through plenty of his own sh*t... I find him to be a very sharp and misunderstood individual...