Machias' Punishment (split from FF.net restrictions) - Page 310

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 02:52 PM

((ok...not exactly a love tap...it was WAY in the beginning when he was acting as your sensei for a practice))

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 02:55 PM

Mike *glares at his brother*: Oh, you'd just LOVE to have her strike at you, huh?...give you a reason to pull out your sai and impale her by accident...

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 03:01 PM

SP: *sat back watching Mike and Raph carefully. This was coming on for a long time now and he wasn't going to interfere unless it was necessary. Sometimes there was no better way to let brothers settle things.*

Leo *glances up at Splinter and saw his sensei was not going to step in* ~Guess its a good thing we're in the infirmary~

*kyabetsu* · 10-18-2002, 03:03 PM

Raphs eyes narrowed.
R: Mike if I REALLY WANTED her dead, I'd do it. BUT SHE"S STILL BREATHING AIN"T SHE??!! what the hell kinda person you think I am?! I ain't gonna kill'er. I've never hauled off and hit'er. and I DON"T PLAN TO.

I just never figured KYA'd be the first one to get the Tshirt!!!

Machias... how many times have you WANTED to hit me? huh?
SAME DEAL MIKE. calm down.

(((((('I was the first kid on my block to hit an Online RPGer.'

)))))

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 03:04 PM

*Machias watched Splinter leave the two brothers to fight, and felt the ice in her stomach grow colder. She did not like being the topic of the conversation, let alone being talked about like she wasnt in the room...*

~So the truth will finally come out...~

I'd never want to hit ANYONE...I dont like it, and wouldnt wish it upon another...How cold do you think i am?

*kyabetsu* · 10-18-2002, 03:14 PM

R: OH THAT IS ********!!!

EVERYONE HAS THEIR MOMENTS WHEN THEY JUST WANNA PUNCH SOMEBODY!!

the difference between the good folks and the bad ones is that good folks don't act on it!!

(kya wanted to curl up and never be seen again)

raph waved his hand at Machias.
R: admit it!! you're mad enough to hit me right now! I know MIKE is. THAT don't make him EVIL. but he's not gonna. b/c he'll really think about it first. that's fine. that's what I do... what Leo does.... HELL that's what you do!!!

GET off the HIGH horse. Cause I'm not gonna buy for one second that you've never been mad enough to act in anger.

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 03:18 PM

Leo: *glares at his brother* You don't have to scream at her Raphael. Have some consideration. If not for her than for Donatello who is nursing a concussion.

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 03:24 PM

*She felt her eyes sting, and she shook her head*
I made that mistake a long time ago...
*Her body starts to shiver, her anger slowly starting to consume her.*
That is why i no longer see my family...
*Her eyes hurt, and she rubs them with her palms, and looks back up, at Raph, her eyes a blazing red and silver. She growls low, trying to keep control of her anger...*
THIS is why i try to avoid situations like this....
*she unclenches her hands, showing the splayed claws...*
I dont want to hurt anyone like i did...all because of my anger...!
*She quickly closes her eyes, her teeth grinding as she pushes her anger away...*
I dont want to hurt anyone ever again....I dont want to be a killer...

*kyabetsu* · 10-18-2002, 03:38 PM

Raph spoke through clenched teeth

R: leo, right now we're having an argument over where or not anybody's surprised that KYA hit Machias before I have. We're debatin whether or not I'm scum because I get mad at Machias and think thoughts in the privacy of my own skull.

... you wanna be logical about volume and who bumped Don in the head...

someone's not with it today.

Raph turned to watch Machias convulse in the middle of the room.

R: (weirdly, exhaustedly quiet)... nobody wants anybody dead. I don't like you and nobody can make me. BUT you don't like me and I'll be damned if I force you to.

Don't you get it? apologize if it makes you feel better. I'm tired of it. You talk but you don't act. Show me that you can live with my brother AND make him happy more often than he is sad, then I'll treat you with respect. until then, we're allowed to dislike each other. If I just up and said, "oh machias, of course all is forgiven," I'd be lying and you'd never believe me. I don't know what the heck kinda short term fix you're looking for from me, but I don't think there is one.

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 03:42 PM

I dont ever expect anything to EVER get better between us...Lord knows, even if i WAS truthful, and did my best, it'd never be good enough for you...
*takes a breath as she manages to stop shaking, and glares up at him*
Sorry if i'm not Exactly like your precious Kali...I cant please everyone all at once, you know...

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 03:48 PM

SP; *sighs* Machias...you are giving up before you even begin. And, you are not giving Raphael a chance. I cannot force him to like you anymore than I can force you to like him. And I will not try. But...Daughter, you have Not been honest and you have Not done your best. Therefore, you do NOT know how things will be.

*kyabetsu* · 10-18-2002, 03:51 PM

((((((oh man is this lousy timing... I'm going camping/LARPing this weekend... my ride will be here in a half hour at the most... I HAVE TO FINISH PAKCING. so. puppet Kya well. don't bring kali too far into this unless you REALLY wanna destroy the family. and have FUN!! I'll be back sunday night. .... eeee VESPERA!!!! where are you???!!! I wanted to ask you to be KYA for the weekend. I trust you!!!! PLEASE?))))

Raph just stared at her.
He put his hands on his sai.
He turned to Splinter.
R: (hissing in rage) permission to leave the room?

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 03:53 PM

SP: *nods* You have permission to leave the room, but not to leave the lair. I must speak with you. Later.

((Aww bye Kya. Will miss you))

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 03:54 PM

*She cringes at Splinter's words, and looks downward, thinking.*
*sigh* Youre right...I havent been honest...and i Should give Raphael a chance, just as he would me...*pauses* past experiences have made me hesitant of things like this. *looks at Raph as he leaves* I'm sorry...I should not give up on what could potentially be a good friendship in the future, just because of past disagreements...

*kyabetsu* · 10-18-2002, 03:57 PM

Raph was already out ot the room, trying deparately to convince himself NOT to act on his anger.

R: i swore the next time she brought Kali into this I'd rip her throat out through her ass. ... GODDAMN BITCH!!!

Rapheal went to his room and put several new holes in the dry wall.

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 03:59 PM

*looks down* Gawd, I'm an idiot...Never should have mentioned her..

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 04:05 PM

SP: *sighs again knowing how much damage Raphael was doing to some room in the lair at this very moment. He looks to his student kneeling in front of him* Machias, your problems with Raphael are not the issue here, although I am glad they are now out in the open. The ill-conceived prank on your fellow students earlier is also not an issue. Accidents do happen and it would not be the first time someone has ended up hurt as the result of a prank. What is at issue, Child is that you once again betrayed the trust of me and this family and attempted to run from your trouble.

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 04:15 PM

*She lowered her head, taking a breath*
I...I understand...*sighs* I WANT to be able to come up to you and say "I've done something wrong" and face the effects of my actions, but my fears grip me too easily...If i could, I'd have never even allowed my fears to get involved. But i cant, and I am so very sorry, and remorseful for the things i have done...again. I probably sound completely fake..;.but after what happened today, realized how important it is not to keep the truth from others....*looks at him and Mike* I almost killed you today, in more ways than one. My emotions took me, and made me something i do not want to be...an animal without feeling or conscience...
*She takes a shuddering breath, bowing her head to the floor...*
I dont ever want that to become a possibility again...I want to take control again, and not run and hide like the child i seem to be...

*terran631* · 10-18-2002, 04:25 PM

((Why do I have an overwhelming urge to say fear leads to anger--anger leads to hatred--hatred leads to the Darkside?

))

SP: I understand that you are going through a difficult time, Machias and to an extent I understand why you fear me at times. It is not the easiest lesson to learn--taking responsibility for your actions--but it is a vital one. So many lessons, Child, that you have not yet learned and they are so much more important than any technique I could teach you.

**Machias Banshee** · 10-18-2002, 04:28 PM

(( oh Geez, *swipes Saber at Yodan*))

*shoulder slump*
I know i can do better, i did before....I wish i knew why it was so hard for me now...

10-18-2002, 02:55 PM	#6182
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	oh yeah!!! pouts Mike glares at his brother: Oh, you'd just LOVE to have her strike at you, huh?...give you a reason to pull out your sai and impale her by accident...

10-18-2002, 03:54 PM	#6194
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	*Darn, too slow...Bye Kya!!! cringe* this doesnt bode well..** She cringes at Splinter's words, and looks downward, thinking. sigh Youre right...I havent been honest...and i Should give Raphael a chance, just as he would me...pauses past experiences have made me hesitant of things like this. looks at Raph as he leaves I'm sorry...I should not give up on what could potentially be a good friendship in the future, just because of past disagreements...

10-18-2002, 03:57 PM	#6195
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	ok THIS is my last post.... ha ha. Raph was already out ot the room, trying deparately to convince himself NOT to act on his anger. R: i swore the next time she brought Kali into this I'd rip her throat out through her ass. ... GODDAMN BITCH!!! Rapheal went to his room and put several new holes in the dry wall.

10-18-2002, 03:59 PM	#6196
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	Eep! crawls under a rock looks down Gawd, I'm an idiot...Never should have mentioned her..

10-18-2002, 02:52 PM	#6181
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	((ok...not exactly a love tap...it was WAY in the beginning when he was acting as your sensei for a practice))

10-18-2002, 03:01 PM	#6183
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	SP: sat back watching Mike and Raph carefully. This was coming on for a long time now and he wasn't going to interfere unless it was necessary. Sometimes there was no better way to let brothers settle things. Leo glances up at Splinter and saw his sensei was not going to step in ~Guess its a good thing we're in the infirmary~

10-18-2002, 03:03 PM	#6184
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	Raphs eyes narrowed. R: Mike if I REALLY WANTED her dead, I'd do it. BUT SHE"S STILL BREATHING AIN"T SHE??!! what the hell kinda person you think I am?! I ain't gonna kill'er. I've never hauled off and hit'er. and I DON"T PLAN TO. I just never figured KYA'd be the first one to get the Tshirt!!! Machias... how many times have you WANTED to hit me? huh? SAME DEAL MIKE. calm down. (((((('I was the first kid on my block to hit an Online RPGer.' )))))

10-18-2002, 03:04 PM	#6185
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	Machias watched Splinter leave the two brothers to fight, and felt the ice in her stomach grow colder. She did not like being the topic of the conversation, let alone being talked about like she wasnt in the room... ~So the truth will finally come out...~ I'd never want to hit ANYONE...I dont like it, and wouldnt wish it upon another...How cold do you think i am?

10-18-2002, 03:14 PM	#6186
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	R: OH THAT IS ********!!! EVERYONE HAS THEIR MOMENTS WHEN THEY JUST WANNA PUNCH SOMEBODY!! the difference between the good folks and the bad ones is that good folks don't act on it!! (kya wanted to curl up and never be seen again) raph waved his hand at Machias. R: admit it!! you're mad enough to hit me right now! I know MIKE is. THAT don't make him EVIL. but he's not gonna. b/c he'll really think about it first. that's fine. that's what I do... what Leo does.... HELL that's what you do!!! GET off the HIGH horse. Cause I'm not gonna buy for one second that you've never been mad enough to act in anger.

10-18-2002, 03:18 PM	#6187
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo: glares at his brother You don't have to scream at her Raphael. Have some consideration. If not for her than for Donatello who is nursing a concussion.

10-18-2002, 03:24 PM	#6188
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	She felt her eyes sting, and she shook her head I made that mistake a long time ago... Her body starts to shiver, her anger slowly starting to consume her. That is why i no longer see my family... Her eyes hurt, and she rubs them with her palms, and looks back up, at Raph, her eyes a blazing red and silver. She growls low, trying to keep control of her anger... THIS is why i try to avoid situations like this.... she unclenches her hands, showing the splayed claws... I dont want to hurt anyone like i did...all because of my anger...! She quickly closes her eyes, her teeth grinding as she pushes her anger away... I dont want to hurt anyone ever again....I dont want to be a killer...

10-18-2002, 03:38 PM	#6189
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	Raph spoke through clenched teeth R: leo, right now we're having an argument over where or not anybody's surprised that KYA hit Machias before I have. We're debatin whether or not I'm scum because I get mad at Machias and think thoughts in the privacy of my own skull. ... you wanna be logical about volume and who bumped Don in the head... someone's not with it today. Raph turned to watch Machias convulse in the middle of the room. R: (weirdly, exhaustedly quiet)... nobody wants anybody dead. I don't like you and nobody can make me. BUT you don't like me and I'll be damned if I force you to. Don't you get it? apologize if it makes you feel better. I'm tired of it. You talk but you don't act. Show me that you can live with my brother AND make him happy more often than he is sad, then I'll treat you with respect. until then, we're allowed to dislike each other. If I just up and said, "oh machias, of course all is forgiven," I'd be lying and you'd never believe me. I don't know what the heck kinda short term fix you're looking for from me, but I don't think there is one.

10-18-2002, 03:42 PM	#6190
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	I dont ever expect anything to EVER get better between us...Lord knows, even if i WAS truthful, and did my best, it'd never be good enough for you... takes a breath as she manages to stop shaking, and glares up at him Sorry if i'm not Exactly like your precious Kali...I cant please everyone all at once, you know...

10-18-2002, 03:48 PM	#6191
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	SP; sighs Machias...you are giving up before you even begin. And, you are not giving Raphael a chance. I cannot force him to like you anymore than I can force you to like him. And I will not try. But...Daughter, you have Not been honest and you have Not done your best. Therefore, you do NOT know how things will be.

10-18-2002, 03:51 PM	#6192
kyabetsu Foot Elite Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: under my hat Posts: 4,393	((((((oh man is this lousy timing... I'm going camping/LARPing this weekend... my ride will be here in a half hour at the most... I HAVE TO FINISH PAKCING. so. puppet Kya well. don't bring kali too far into this unless you REALLY wanna destroy the family. and have FUN!! I'll be back sunday night. .... eeee VESPERA!!!! where are you???!!! I wanted to ask you to be KYA for the weekend. I trust you!!!! PLEASE?)))) Raph just stared at her. He put his hands on his sai. He turned to Splinter. R: (hissing in rage) permission to leave the room?

10-18-2002, 03:53 PM	#6193
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	SP: nods You have permission to leave the room, but not to leave the lair. I must speak with you. Later. ((Aww bye Kya. Will miss you))

10-18-2002, 04:05 PM	#6197
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	SP: sighs again knowing how much damage Raphael was doing to some room in the lair at this very moment. He looks to his student kneeling in front of him Machias, your problems with Raphael are not the issue here, although I am glad they are now out in the open. The ill-conceived prank on your fellow students earlier is also not an issue. Accidents do happen and it would not be the first time someone has ended up hurt as the result of a prank. What is at issue, Child is that you once again betrayed the trust of me and this family and attempted to run from your trouble.

10-18-2002, 04:15 PM	#6198
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	She lowered her head, taking a breath I...I understand...sighs I WANT to be able to come up to you and say "I've done something wrong" and face the effects of my actions, but my fears grip me too easily...If i could, I'd have never even allowed my fears to get involved. But i cant, and I am so very sorry, and remorseful for the things i have done...again. I probably sound completely fake..;.but after what happened today, realized how important it is not to keep the truth from others....looks at him and Mike I almost killed you today, in more ways than one. My emotions took me, and made me something i do not want to be...an animal without feeling or conscience... She takes a shuddering breath, bowing her head to the floor... I dont ever want that to become a possibility again...I want to take control again, and not run and hide like the child i seem to be...

10-18-2002, 04:25 PM	#6199
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	((Why do I have an overwhelming urge to say fear leads to anger--anger leads to hatred--hatred leads to the Darkside? )) SP: I understand that you are going through a difficult time, Machias and to an extent I understand why you fear me at times. It is not the easiest lesson to learn--taking responsibility for your actions--but it is a vital one. So many lessons, Child, that you have not yet learned and they are so much more important than any technique I could teach you.

10-18-2002, 04:28 PM	#6200
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	(( oh Geez, swipes Saber at Yodan)) shoulder slump I know i can do better, i did before....I wish i knew why it was so hard for me now...