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*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:35 PM

Raph: Since when do humans not hurt people? And what about Leo huh? Ever think what this is gonna do to him? The guys a jerk and all but does he really need the guilt on top of everything else?

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:36 PM

*shrugs* Why should he feel guilty? I'm the one that hurt him, not the other way around. He only tried to fight me b/c he thought I was G'ma.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:40 PM

Raph *laughed* That won't matter to him. Leo's anal about control. Can't stand the thought of losing control. He'll think the only reason you did this was because he wasn't strong enough to stay in control of himself.

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:42 PM

The only person that I blame is myself, Raphael. If Leo can't understand that...I can't help it. Now good-bye.

*walks away*

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:46 PM

Raph: *leans up against a wall* D@mn her.

*Once Leo was sure he was alone in the infirmary, he opened his eyes. With an unsteady motion he got up and made his way to the door* I'm gonna kick Donnie's butt for drugging me. *he staggers through the hall in search of Enigma* Got to apologize to her.

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:47 PM

*continues down the hall, her mind on what Raphael said to her and vice versa*

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:49 PM

*Leo turns a corner and almost runs right into Enigma. Looks shocked* En...Enigma?

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:50 PM

*steps back in surprise, but then nods slowly* Yes. It's me. The human me anyway.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:52 PM

*Leo leans against the wall as standing is too much effort* What...what happened to you?

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:54 PM

*sighs, not sure how she's going to put this* I..I changed myself into my human half. It's so I won't be able to use my magic again.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:55 PM

*Leo's eyes narrow already knowing the answer*: Why would you do that?

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 07:57 PM

*shakes her head* It's so that no one else will get hurt b/c of me, like you did. My magic is too dangerous and I can't let it get out of control again. I'm sorry, Leo, for everything.

*turns away, looking ready to leave*

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 07:59 PM

Leo: *calls after her* It wasn't your fault Enigma. It was mine for being...*voice drops to a whisper* too weak.

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 08:03 PM

*stops, looking back at him* You're not weak, Leo. You're one of the strongest people that I know and that's something you should be proud of. It's not your fault when it comes to fear. We all have that and it can't be held against us.

*shrugs* Me on the other hand, I don't know what to think anymore. I just know that I can't let this happen again.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 08:09 PM

((Leo's rant))

Leo: *shakes his head* You DON"T understand. Fear is normal. Fear is expected, but to break down in the face of those fears isn't. What if one of my brothers is killed in battle because an enemy finds out about my fear? YOU could've been killed because G'ma knew about it. I'm a ninja, Enigma. My emotions do not control me. They can't. And you giving up your magic isn't going to change what happened. It won't do anything but make both of us miserable. Please, reconsider.

((End Leo's rant

))

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 08:13 PM

*doesn't face him any longer, but there is slight anger in her voice* And you don't think I know what that's like, Leonardo? In case you forgot, I'm a bounty hunter and I know that I can't let my personal feelings get involved on a job. I do and I'm as good as dead.

*looks down at her hands* And it's... I don't know if I can go back on what I've done or if I should.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 08:16 PM

Leo *pales slightly* You mean, you might never be able to get your magic back?

*enigma-1* · 09-25-2002, 08:19 PM

*sighs* Oh, I can get it back anytime I want. Now even, it's just that...I don't know if I should. I may not have done it personally, but G'ma is part of me and we share the same powers. So what she did with it is my fault.

*terran631* · 09-25-2002, 08:21 PM

Leo *smiles" But Eni is part of you too. And..I could feel her helping me even when...when I thought I was going to die. I was so...*grimaces* so scared but she kept encouraging me. You can't the magic from her.

**Machias Banshee** · 09-25-2002, 08:22 PM

*She saw the distress in Splinter's face, and stood beside him, putting her hand on his shoulder*

Sensei...You CANT know EVERYthing about EVERYone ALL the time...For crying out loud, youre only Huma--

*She pauses, wondering if she should regret saying the comment. She clears her throat, and kneels beside him, looking up at him*

Please, Master...It's not your fault. Leo wouldnt want you to feel like this. I dont want you to...And I'm sure everyone else would say the same...

09-25-2002, 08:22 PM	#1500
Machias Banshee Super Moderator Join Date: Dec 2001 Posts: 17,163	Konban wa! She saw the distress in Splinter's face, and stood beside him, putting her hand on his shoulder Sensei...You CANT know EVERYthing about EVERYone ALL the time...For crying out loud, youre only Huma-- She pauses, wondering if she should regret saying the comment. She clears her throat, and kneels beside him, looking up at him Please, Master...It's not your fault. Leo wouldnt want you to feel like this. I dont want you to...And I'm sure everyone else would say the same...

09-25-2002, 07:35 PM	#1481
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Raph: Since when do humans not hurt people? And what about Leo huh? Ever think what this is gonna do to him? The guys a jerk and all but does he really need the guilt on top of everything else?

09-25-2002, 07:36 PM	#1482
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	shrugs Why should he feel guilty? I'm the one that hurt him, not the other way around. He only tried to fight me b/c he thought I was G'ma.

09-25-2002, 07:40 PM	#1483
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Raph laughed That won't matter to him. Leo's anal about control. Can't stand the thought of losing control. He'll think the only reason you did this was because he wasn't strong enough to stay in control of himself.

09-25-2002, 07:42 PM	#1484
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	The only person that I blame is myself, Raphael. If Leo can't understand that...I can't help it. Now good-bye. walks away

09-25-2002, 07:46 PM	#1485
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Raph: leans up against a wall D@mn her. Once Leo was sure he was alone in the infirmary, he opened his eyes. With an unsteady motion he got up and made his way to the door I'm gonna kick Donnie's butt for drugging me. he staggers through the hall in search of Enigma Got to apologize to her.

09-25-2002, 07:47 PM	#1486
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	continues down the hall, her mind on what Raphael said to her and vice versa

09-25-2002, 07:49 PM	#1487
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo turns a corner and almost runs right into Enigma. Looks shocked En...Enigma?

09-25-2002, 07:50 PM	#1488
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	steps back in surprise, but then nods slowly Yes. It's me. The human me anyway.

09-25-2002, 07:52 PM	#1489
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo leans against the wall as standing is too much effort What...what happened to you?

09-25-2002, 07:54 PM	#1490
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	sighs, not sure how she's going to put this I..I changed myself into my human half. It's so I won't be able to use my magic again.

09-25-2002, 07:55 PM	#1491
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo's eyes narrow already knowing the answer: Why would you do that?

09-25-2002, 07:57 PM	#1492
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	shakes her head It's so that no one else will get hurt b/c of me, like you did. My magic is too dangerous and I can't let it get out of control again. I'm sorry, Leo, for everything. turns away, looking ready to leave

09-25-2002, 07:59 PM	#1493
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo: calls after her It wasn't your fault Enigma. It was mine for being...voice drops to a whisper too weak.

09-25-2002, 08:03 PM	#1494
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	stops, looking back at him You're not weak, Leo. You're one of the strongest people that I know and that's something you should be proud of. It's not your fault when it comes to fear. We all have that and it can't be held against us. shrugs Me on the other hand, I don't know what to think anymore. I just know that I can't let this happen again.

09-25-2002, 08:09 PM	#1495
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	((Leo's rant)) Leo: shakes his head You DON"T understand. Fear is normal. Fear is expected, but to break down in the face of those fears isn't. What if one of my brothers is killed in battle because an enemy finds out about my fear? YOU could've been killed because G'ma knew about it. I'm a ninja, Enigma. My emotions do not control me. They can't. And you giving up your magic isn't going to change what happened. It won't do anything but make both of us miserable. Please, reconsider. ((End Leo's rant ))

09-25-2002, 08:13 PM	#1496
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	doesn't face him any longer, but there is slight anger in her voice And you don't think I know what that's like, Leonardo? In case you forgot, I'm a bounty hunter and I know that I can't let my personal feelings get involved on a job. I do and I'm as good as dead. looks down at her hands And it's... I don't know if I can go back on what I've done or if I should.

09-25-2002, 08:16 PM	#1497
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo pales slightly You mean, you might never be able to get your magic back?

09-25-2002, 08:19 PM	#1498
enigma-1 Foot Elite Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: take your pick... Posts: 4,161	sighs Oh, I can get it back anytime I want. Now even, it's just that...I don't know if I should. I may not have done it personally, but G'ma is part of me and we share the same powers. So what she did with it is my fault.

09-25-2002, 08:21 PM	#1499
terran631 The Defender of Splinter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Third Rock from the Sun Posts: 3,948	Leo smiles" But Eni is part of you too. And..I could feel her helping me even when...when I thought I was going to die. I was so...grimaces* so scared but she kept encouraging me. You can't the magic from her.