My family is broke with the possiblity of loosing our possesions

[Moonlight1102]

Guys, I've done a lot of horrible stuff here the past few months, and I regret every last bit of it, but I need your help.

Before I get to the main problem, I want to bring back my father for a bit. He had a talk with me the other night that completely changed the way I saw him. I don't want to get into personal things, but my brain was damaged today because of my own mother. She kept cats around me as an infant, fed me cold soup, and was never around when I was sick. When I was two, I had to go to the emergency room. My brain swelled to the point where the doctors thought I wouldn't make it. I recovered thanks my father and step-mom, and I obtained symptoms of autism because my mother poisoned me. All these years I antagonized him and believed my mother, when my dad was the true loving parent.

As you know, my parents are divorced and both sides are in debt including me with my father. My father couldn't afford a home or normal apartment, and we were forced into living in a elderly reserve (which is an apartment in some ways). Right now, we're almost out of food, and what we have left to live off off is cheap hot dogs and cereal. I'm literally starving right now. If don't get money by the end of the month, we could lose our electricity and be forced to live in the dark.

My mother isn't any better than we are now. She has been trying to move things out of her mother house since she died, and it's taken her months to get everything out. Her mother's house is more than 50 miles away from her home, and she has to get up very early in the morning to drive down there in the smoldering heat, with no one else to help her. She's been searching for jobs for months, so never was able to get any of them because she didn't have a college degree. She found one eventually but it pays hardly enough money to get her gasoline or pay her bills, which she's behind on. She has a small-paying job and moving heavy furniture out of her mother's house everyday. She's 3 months behind on paying for her possessions in storage, and the storage manager keeps calling her about paying the rent, and is about to put them on auction. My mother called me today and told me about this. She literally broke down in tears on the phone. She then told me she was ready to give up. I tried to cheer her up but my phone conveniently ran out of battery, and I wasn't able to help her.

Guys, I know most of you hate me now, but please, I need your help. I'm not saying all this just so you can feel sorry for me, I am literally having my family and my life destroyed around me! If you have any sympathy, please pray for my family. We can't hold off much longer, and I'm slowly loosing faith in God. Please don't let my past sins take away from my humanity.