The New Café - Page 37

Ra · 10-31-2006, 03:35 AM

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Originally Posted by Hannah

...I broke up with Shadow.

Aww...that was really brave of you *hugs* I think if anyone here didn't know about how much you loved Shadow...they were dead for quite some time. Well, at least you have a new man in your life. Make the ride last and make it count

Well, since it feels like ages since I've made a post in this thread, I have been the same as usual. Not as many assignments, weirdly. *braces herself for a wave of them that will pop up very soon* I have also bought myself a computer microphone...which came with no instructions, so I have no idea where to plug it. Shmeh. Anyway, I'm pretty upset lately since I can't find any good games in the gaming store. Damnit, Kingdom Hearts is considered a new release when it was offically released months ago. Ugh. On the bright side, another four weeks of hell then I have summer vacation! YEAH! *pumps fist*

...yeah, my life sucks ._. *goes emo on everyone*

*Sewer Bull* · 10-31-2006, 03:50 AM

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Originally Posted by Ra

I have also bought myself a computer microphone...which came with no instructions, so I have no idea where to plug it.

No pink sockets marked with a mike icon in front of your machine... or in the rear?

Ra · 10-31-2006, 03:55 AM

I think it is at the rear... I can't check right now. Probably later tonight, when I have less chance of literly crashing the computer XD

*Sewer Bull* · 10-31-2006, 04:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Ra

I think it is at the rear... I can't check right now. Probably later tonight, when I have less chance of literly crashing the computer XD

Catch me on MSN later on and we'll try to fix something up.

Ra · 10-31-2006, 04:34 AM

As you command, my Bulliness

Thanks for the help!

*Storm Wolf* · 10-31-2006, 09:23 PM

Oh...I don't think I've ever posted in this thread. *shrugs* meh.

Anyways....I've been gone for a while...I know. Sorry for the abscence...been painfully busy.

For some of you that don't know...this little wolf works as a nurses aid at a nursing home. Let me tell you...a killer job that I do not get paid enough for. It's backbreaking and mentally draining. I work on the alzhiemers unit. (fun fun) So quite often I'm cussed at, spit on, and beaten. It's under staffed much of the time and so I end up with about 12-14 people to get up for supper, then put back to bed before 11pm. I'm in the process of trying to save up money...so this is my first day off in five days and two 12hour shifts.

The supervisors are horid creatures and all the nice people quit because of all the bullsh!t that happens. They just replaced one of our best workers with a sexual harassing, crack-head who does next to nothing to make things better for the rest of my co-workers and I who actually *try* to get our jobs done.

*sighs*

Yeah...I'ma glutton for punishment.

((how funny Ra...I just recently bought a mic for my computer and it, too, had no instructions ))

Ra · 11-01-2006, 02:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Storm Wolf

((how funny Ra...I just recently bought a mic for my computer and it, too, had no instructions ))

Great manufacturers think alike, no?

It sucks to hear you suffering like that, Stormy. I hope that things will get better

(But by the sounds of it, that's wishful thinking). Hopefully some more people will be recruited in your sector as well. Keep your chin up and, if worse comes to worse, you can get another job, I guess...

*Dr. Doom* · 11-01-2006, 12:55 PM

Yeah, I think the mic slot is pink (it is for me). Just look for an open plug next to where your speakers are back there. You'll get it eventually.

*jeff the cheff* · 11-01-2006, 01:05 PM

My roomate plays world of warcraft his whole life. He doesn't ever leave, not even on weekends. I havn't had sex in a month.

*Dr. Doom* · 11-01-2006, 01:08 PM

I can see how that might be a problem.

*KROW* · 11-01-2006, 01:09 PM

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Originally Posted by jeff the cheff

My roomate plays world of warcraft his whole life. He doesn't ever leave, not even on weekends. I havn't had sex in a month.

Have you considered going to a motel, or the girl's place? Even the backseat of a car could work, though it's old fashioned and might be a little cramped nowadays.

*Dr. Doom* · 11-01-2006, 01:11 PM

Even when I was playing almost non-stop, I'd at least have the courtesy to vacate the room for a little while if I had a roomate who needed to get some. Being that I do spent so much time gaming, I understand how important such a thing is.

愛 · 11-01-2006, 01:14 PM

I once missed a raid because my roommate was getting freaky. We worked out a schedule, but he's been rather alone for a while. Oh well. Works for me.

*jeff the cheff* · 11-01-2006, 01:20 PM

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Originally Posted by KROW

Have you considered going to a motel, or the girl's place? Even the backseat of a car could work, though it's old fashioned and might be a little cramped nowadays.

No money, car isn't on campus, and her bed is about 3 feet from the ceiling

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Originally Posted by DOOM

Even when I was playing almost non-stop, I'd at least have the courtesy to vacate the room for a little while if I had a roomate who needed to get some. Being that I do spent so much time gaming, I understand how important such a thing is.

I think if I asked him, he would take a break from the game..the only thing is, he has nowhere to go. Like he doesn't do anything, so if I sexiled him the only thing he could do is hang out across the hall, but my gf wouldnt like the idea of him being right across waiting for it to be over.

*Sewer Bull* · 11-01-2006, 01:28 PM

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Originally Posted by jeff the cheff

and her bed is about 3 feet from the ceiling

Use the imagination, Luke. Three feet are not a problem at all.

*KROW* · 11-01-2006, 02:43 PM

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Originally Posted by jeff the cheff

No money, car isn't on campus, and her bed is about 3 feet from the ceiling

Er... uh... okay. Um... You could slip the mattress off the bed and place it on the floor, giving you an extra couple of feet of space; unless it's one of those air mattresses...

愛 · 11-02-2006, 10:36 PM

God, I never thought I'd post in this thread.

Tomorrow I'm scheduling an appointment for psychological counseling. It's through my school, so it's free. I've been depressed on and off for 7 years now. It started in 9th grade of high school. Now that I have a big load of school work, realization of my poor social skills, and my self-esteem is at an all-time low, I believe it's time to get some help.

I just wanted to throw that out, in case anyone was wondering why I've been offensive and judgemental and an all-out prick for such a long time.

Ra · 11-03-2006, 02:25 AM

Aww...no need to beat yourself up over just being you, Lain *hugs* We are all of different personalities here, from the peverted, to being so young that we need to wait another year for our drivers licence. At least you are doing something about your depression. Remember, a journy of a thousand miles begins with but a single step; you have taken the first step to recovery

*Hannah* · 11-10-2006, 07:44 AM

Uhh. So. My new boyfriend (Ryan) dumped me. I don't know what the reason he gave to me was, I was too busy being in like.. shock to pay attention. But he was all "I think we'd be better off as just friends." He got our friend, Vince, to tell me at first, though. Ugh. But, I guess it's better that way, because if he had done it himself, I would have started crying. So he's all "I'm sorry" and hugs me and sh*t. That happened at lunch.

So I go back to class, practically in tears, and amazingly, I have enough self-restraint to not have a break down in the middle of class. My friend, Steffan, sits beside me, so I asked him some stuff like if Ryan said why he did it or if he had told him of previous intentions of dumping me. Apparently, Ryan said the relationship wasn't moving fast enough. Steffan also said that he doesn't think that Ryan ever talked about dumping me before this, but he didn't listen to what he said anyway because "everything Ryan says is bullsh*t." That made me lol. But chyeah then he told me about how he slammed him into a locker for "having no morals."

Now, I go to my last block class, Science. By now, I don't feel like crying anymore. I kinda just sit there for an hour and a half. By the end of the block, I do sorta feel like crying again, so I'm in a hurry to get home. But when class is over and I'm getting my stuff out of my locker, and talking to my friend, Rachael, Ryan comes over. He's saying, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, (Please don't hurt me!) but can I have a hug?" (The "please don't hurt me" was directed at Rachael.) And I'm just like, "You aren't sorry." I'm like, smiling as I say this, though. I dunno. I'm weird. And he seems kinda sad and is like "Fine, then. Be that way." ...But I hug him, anyway, because I like him. Alot.

Soooo on the bus ride home, Vince sits with me and is like hugging me and kissing me on the head (lol) and telling me it isn't my fault. That makes me feel a little bit better. But when Vince and Steffan get off the bus, Calvin, Rachael's brother, lets it out that Ryan liked another girl. Her name is Natalie. When I get home, practically in tears again, I get online and talk to Vince.

He said that he knew about Natalie, but didn't tell me because he said that Ryan said that he didn't know if he liked her in the same way that he liked me. I was sorta pissed at Vince for a little bit, but I got over it. So, we talk more, and eventually, Vince says next time he talks to Ryan he'll ask him if there's a chance he'll go out with me again. Vince said he thought Ryan might, and that's basically what kept me from breaking down for the rest of the day.

So, my friends Jodi and Megan want me to go to some stupid International Night thing at school. So... I go. My logic was that if I didn't go, I would have my little breakdown, and I didn't want to do that, so I should go. But basically, most of the time there was spent in tears, or almost in tears. On the ride home, we passed his street, an I almost started crying. It was horrible.

And when I get home, I talk to my (and Ryan's) friend, Aaron. I told him I got dumped, and he goes, "Yeah, I heard. That sucks. You know why he dumped you though, right?" And I'm just like, "...maybe?" And he says, "He likes some other chick." So, right there and then I feel the most horrible I've felt in a long time. He shows me a picture of Natalie - and guess what, her locker is right beside mine. Great. Though, Aaron is like, "She won't date him. I guarantee he'll come crawling back to you." The sad thing is, though, is that I think I would take him back. Even if he likes other girls... I really really really like him.

I don't know why I'm so upset. We only dated for a month. But Jesus Christ. I feel horrible. I can't stop crying.

*Storm Wolf* · 11-10-2006, 04:28 PM

That's terrible!

You know....if he does come back...you would be best not to take him...odds are if he likes other girls...he may just keep hurting you.

I went thru something similar around the my freshmen yeah in high school. If you need anyone to talk to you can always IM or PM me.

I hope you feel better soon.

((BTW... tho a temporary solution....chocolate fixes everything ))

10-31-2006, 03:55 AM	#723
Ra It's my desire? Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: In your pants. Posts: 4,441	I think it is at the rear... I can't check right now. Probably later tonight, when I have less chance of literly crashing the computer XD __________________ "So. The whole lot of you against little old me? How retarded."

10-31-2006, 04:34 AM	#725
Ra It's my desire? Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: In your pants. Posts: 4,441	As you command, my Bulliness Thanks for the help! __________________ "So. The whole lot of you against little old me? How retarded."

11-01-2006, 12:55 PM	#728
Dr. Doom Allons-y! Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Castle Doom Posts: 4,535	Yeah, I think the mic slot is pink (it is for me). Just look for an open plug next to where your speakers are back there. You'll get it eventually. __________________ I love you, Pickle.

11-01-2006, 01:08 PM	#730
Dr. Doom Allons-y! Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Castle Doom Posts: 4,535	I can see how that might be a problem. __________________ I love you, Pickle.

11-01-2006, 01:11 PM	#732
Dr. Doom Allons-y! Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Castle Doom Posts: 4,535	Even when I was playing almost non-stop, I'd at least have the courtesy to vacate the room for a little while if I had a roomate who needed to get some. Being that I do spent so much time gaming, I understand how important such a thing is. __________________ I love you, Pickle.

11-01-2006, 01:05 PM	#729
jeff the cheff Mad Scientist Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: 122 and an eighth Posts: 2,129	My roomate plays world of warcraft his whole life. He doesn't ever leave, not even on weekends. I havn't had sex in a month.

11-01-2006, 01:14 PM	#733
愛 Super Moderator Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 7,449	I once missed a raid because my roommate was getting freaky. We worked out a schedule, but he's been rather alone for a while. Oh well. Works for me.

11-02-2006, 10:36 PM	#737
愛 Super Moderator Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 7,449	God, I never thought I'd post in this thread. Tomorrow I'm scheduling an appointment for psychological counseling. It's through my school, so it's free. I've been depressed on and off for 7 years now. It started in 9th grade of high school. Now that I have a big load of school work, realization of my poor social skills, and my self-esteem is at an all-time low, I believe it's time to get some help. I just wanted to throw that out, in case anyone was wondering why I've been offensive and judgemental and an all-out prick for such a long time.

11-03-2006, 02:25 AM	#738
Ra It's my desire? Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: In your pants. Posts: 4,441	Aww...no need to beat yourself up over just being you, Lain hugs We are all of different personalities here, from the peverted, to being so young that we need to wait another year for our drivers licence. At least you are doing something about your depression. Remember, a journy of a thousand miles begins with but a single step; you have taken the first step to recovery __________________ "So. The whole lot of you against little old me? How retarded."

11-10-2006, 07:44 AM	#739
Hannah Once more, with feeling! Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: Chicago, IL Posts: 4,111	Uhh. So. My new boyfriend (Ryan) dumped me. I don't know what the reason he gave to me was, I was too busy being in like.. shock to pay attention. But he was all "I think we'd be better off as just friends." He got our friend, Vince, to tell me at first, though. Ugh. But, I guess it's better that way, because if he had done it himself, I would have started crying. So he's all "I'm sorry" and hugs me and sht. That happened at lunch. So I go back to class, practically in tears, and amazingly, I have enough self-restraint to not have a break down in the middle of class. My friend, Steffan, sits beside me, so I asked him some stuff like if Ryan said why he did it or if he had told him of previous intentions of dumping me. Apparently, Ryan said the relationship wasn't moving fast enough. Steffan also said that he doesn't think that Ryan ever talked about dumping me before this, but he didn't listen to what he said anyway because "everything Ryan says is bullsht." That made me lol. But chyeah then he told me about how he slammed him into a locker for "having no morals." Now, I go to my last block class, Science. By now, I don't feel like crying anymore. I kinda just sit there for an hour and a half. By the end of the block, I do sorta feel like crying again, so I'm in a hurry to get home. But when class is over and I'm getting my stuff out of my locker, and talking to my friend, Rachael, Ryan comes over. He's saying, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, (Please don't hurt me!) but can I have a hug?" (The "please don't hurt me" was directed at Rachael.) And I'm just like, "You aren't sorry." I'm like, smiling as I say this, though. I dunno. I'm weird. And he seems kinda sad and is like "Fine, then. Be that way." ...But I hug him, anyway, because I like him. Alot. Soooo on the bus ride home, Vince sits with me and is like hugging me and kissing me on the head (lol) and telling me it isn't my fault. That makes me feel a little bit better. But when Vince and Steffan get off the bus, Calvin, Rachael's brother, lets it out that Ryan liked another girl. Her name is Natalie. When I get home, practically in tears again, I get online and talk to Vince. He said that he knew about Natalie, but didn't tell me because he said that Ryan said that he didn't know if he liked her in the same way that he liked me. I was sorta pissed at Vince for a little bit, but I got over it. So, we talk more, and eventually, Vince says next time he talks to Ryan he'll ask him if there's a chance he'll go out with me again. Vince said he thought Ryan might, and that's basically what kept me from breaking down for the rest of the day. So, my friends Jodi and Megan want me to go to some stupid International Night thing at school. So... I go. My logic was that if I didn't go, I would have my little breakdown, and I didn't want to do that, so I should go. But basically, most of the time there was spent in tears, or almost in tears. On the ride home, we passed his street, an I almost started crying. It was horrible. And when I get home, I talk to my (and Ryan's) friend, Aaron. I told him I got dumped, and he goes, "Yeah, I heard. That sucks. You know why he dumped you though, right?" And I'm just like, "...maybe?" And he says, "He likes some other chick." So, right there and then I feel the most horrible I've felt in a long time. He shows me a picture of Natalie - and guess what, her locker is right beside mine. Great. Though, Aaron is like, "She won't date him. I guarantee he'll come crawling back to you." The sad thing is, though, is that I think I would take him back. Even if he likes other girls... I really really really like him. I don't know why I'm so upset. We only dated for a month. But Jesus Christ. I feel horrible. I can't stop crying. __________________