I miss him ;.;

[Hannah]

I miss my brother. Yah, you people are probably gonna say, "But most peeps hate their siblin's!" But... not my older brother. I was born as a second child, and grew half my life like that. I was actually happy... not depressed. I didn't have any friends; we lived on a smaller street with only teenagers and stuff. Anyway, my brother was my whole world. He introdouced me to everything. TMNT, computers, art... everything. I wanted to be just like him. He was just so awesome. He was.. a genius. He was an amazing artist, musition, and he was great with computers. He taught me how to use a computer, he taught me how to draw, and he's the one who got me into playing the clarinet and keyboard. He also got me into singing, and now I excell in music class, art class, and chorus. He got me into karate, even taught me some. He's the only reason I didn't run away after I started going to school. people HATED me. Because.. I liked TMNT, because I liked art, because I ate my jello with a straw (XD), just because I was different. People hate me for the same reasons today.

"Ninja turtles are gay. Raphael sucks ****." Is all I hear. Well, besides the random insults and name callings. I'm sick of it. I don't think I can take it anymore. My brother moved away, and now I'm alone. I'm gonna crack soon. Next time somone calls me a name, class or out of class, I'm gonna beat the sh*t out of them.

No one likes me. I just cant take it. My brothers gone, I haven't seen him in months, besides the every-once-in-a-while IMings, and I can't take it. It's not fair. If TMNT was popular... like, if the dumb-arse popular kids liked it, I would be liked. No one would "hate" me.

I actually cry about it sometimes... why doesn't anyone like me?

Why?