NK Seeking Help

[Netkeeper]

Originally Posted by plastroncafe

It sucks how much trial and error there is in life, but...that's how it works.
Just because something hasn't worked for you doesn't mean EVERYTHING won't.

Breathe.
This will pass.

Tell yourself. Say it outloud.
Your brain is lying when it says no one can help.
It's lying when it says no one wants to help.
It's lying when it says this isn't temporary.

i literally cant afford to tell myself that. myself is the only one i can trust because everyone else is fake, lies, and only acts in their own best interest. if someone says they want to keep me alive its probably because i provide something for them, almost certainly amusement because i am an incapable mess. or because they actively wish to prolong my suffering.